I'm in the shittiest of shit shit shit moods right now.
I have so much frustration built up in me that I feel like I am going to lose it any second.
I have a raging thought in my head, and it sucks to have, and I don't want to have it because it sounds like such a grouchy thing to say/think. But here we go.
I spend 4 days out of my 7 a week. (that 192 days out of the year. over half) that I sit there, and go OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY to cheer people, some who I don't give a shit about, up. explain that. I am so sick and tired of trying to make people smile, and trying to make everyone happy around me, when I'm having a rough time. There is an exception. There are people who appreciate me. Some people really love the fact that I'm upbeat 98% of the time, and they let me know and they give me some positive energy. Its the people who just fucking shrug me off. They take the nice things that I have to say, or the compliments, jokes, comments, anything I can to help their day out, and they throw them back in my face with snide remarks or just nothingness. I quit. I'm not responsible for peoples happiness or unhappiness. I don't care anymore. People need to learn to get ouside of themselves. Until then, I just won't care.
Now that's off my chest. I'm going to go do some SUPER DOOPER POOPER SCOOPER math homework!
I have so much frustration built up in me that I feel like I am going to lose it any second.
I have a raging thought in my head, and it sucks to have, and I don't want to have it because it sounds like such a grouchy thing to say/think. But here we go.
I spend 4 days out of my 7 a week. (that 192 days out of the year. over half) that I sit there, and go OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY to cheer people, some who I don't give a shit about, up. explain that. I am so sick and tired of trying to make people smile, and trying to make everyone happy around me, when I'm having a rough time. There is an exception. There are people who appreciate me. Some people really love the fact that I'm upbeat 98% of the time, and they let me know and they give me some positive energy. Its the people who just fucking shrug me off. They take the nice things that I have to say, or the compliments, jokes, comments, anything I can to help their day out, and they throw them back in my face with snide remarks or just nothingness. I quit. I'm not responsible for peoples happiness or unhappiness. I don't care anymore. People need to learn to get ouside of themselves. Until then, I just won't care.
Now that's off my chest. I'm going to go do some SUPER DOOPER POOPER SCOOPER math homework!
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